Since tonight, for some reason, I am feeling a bit upset about graduating and all that, I'm going to just let it all out by writing this :))
I just have to say (or write, in this case) that I have found the best people in the entire world. Have you every felt so secure, that you feel like you do not need anyone else in your life but your barkada? I mean, normal people (yes, I don't consider myself as normal) would probably associate this feeling with their girlfriend/boyfriend, however, in my case, it is with my college friends.
I guess that I am just amazed of how big their hearts are and how incredibly witty and beautiful they are inside and out.
These are the people that I went to in first year when I was having my moments at school because of what happened to my mother. They were the ones who helped me get through it, along of course with several other people. But being with them every single day (because we had Sat classes) they really were bound to see me breakdown :)) I am sorry and thankful for them, sorry because I they had to see that but thankful because they helped me get through it.
We all have our insecurities but we try our best to pull each other up. We are all scarred by life in many ways but we accept each other for who we are despite knowing each other's weaknesses.
They taught me how to be patient (they know my mood swings), humble, baliw and to actually fix myself to look presentable (because I didn't care of what I looked then :)) ).
Last Friday, March 14, thanks to Claudine's generous mother, we stayed at F1 hotel. Unfortunately, not everyone came because of their schedules but we still had fun. We went bar hopping around the fort, went home around 5am and slept aroun 8am :)) I'd like to call that night "Free Will Night" mainly because there was no single adult that was with us. It was that ONE night that we got to do whatever we wanted without curfew and without the supervision of our parents. Well.....our parents did not exactly know that we went bar hopping LOL. Anyway, we know our limitations. Nothing stupid happened because we were all sober :)) but to just experience that one night of total freedom with the people you love was just EPIC!
I really treasure these people. I got a bit sentimental while we were talking before sleeping. I told them: My life would really suck without you guys. Mejo cheesy lang. ahahah! I'm not showy talaga pero just because tonight, mejo the bading inside me is peering out...this entry is for every single one of you ladies.
I love you all so much and I just thank you for everything. May God bless all of you!!!!!!! Muwah! <3
WE MARCH THIS MARCH.
